Monday, August 8, 2011

Where Were You?

At moments like this, I just wished you could tap into my heart and breathe a sigh of peace. Yet you wrench my heart up into a stone pretzel.

You keep hurting me like a 5yr old boy, flinging a cat in circles because you wanted to hear it shriek so you could laugh with your friends. The shrieks get louder, yet you never seem to understand why the volume increases.

As tears well up in my eye, I just wished you knew how much this hurt.

I wish nothing to do with you anymore. I'm sorry I didn't make you understand.

Please go away. Stop hurting me. You weren't there when I needed you. What makes you think I need you now? You allowed me to endure pain and I have to thank you for the pain. It's just made my heart tougher.

Please. Just. GO AWAY. Let my stone heart be longing for a suitor with Merlin's sword.


All the world is full of suffering. It is also full of overcoming. 
Helen Keller 

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