I wonder if someone knows.....this way

...why i bruise...
...how i fell...
...where i wanna go, but not...
...how much i think about him...
...why i can understand them so well...
...why i just keep quiet...
...the pain i am in...
...how i cringe and fear life...
...THE pain i am in...
...the PAIN i am in...
...the pain I am in...

Do you know what i am thinking, right now?
Do you really want to know?