Sunday, December 12, 2010

I never thought...

I would break down and cry
Because it meant so much to me
Now I look back and think how I could have changed it
And made it better
Should I choose to stay or should I go.

I pray for a message
I pray for peace and clarity of mind
I pray for no interference
I pray for independence.

But now, 
This is it.
I feel the pain.
It hurts so bad.

I pray...I pray with humbleness
I surrender.
No more fighting emotions.
Let me stand on my own two feet.

I can only save myself.
For this life is my own.

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